Hey please read the whole piece i need some advice on this issue from my childhood?

Best thing is to try and be open, let people know that you find it hard and tell them why as well. If people understand why you are the way you are they'll accept it much easier, they'll accept you, for who you are. Also if you do find a woman, they should love you, and if they love you, they love you for who you are and will try to help you as much as they can. You'd be surprised, if you can accept yourself, people will normally accept you too. :3