Hey please read the whole piece i need some advice on this issue from my childhood?

First, watch a documentary called "what the bleep do we know?". It covers some interesting life views and, as odd as it seems, there's alot of science to back up it's claims. Second, don't take everything the video says seriously. Do some research and learn about some alternate interpretations of it's subject matter. Third, look up Ram Das on YouTube and listen to some of what he has to say. If you follow these steps, you won't get your answer, you'll no longer ask your question because you'll see your own worth, thoughtfulness, and compassion. You'll notice your problems were never problems at all just distractions keeping you from your true self. I hope you try this out, you're not as different as you think. You're awareness is a gift.